Yes, I happen to still be alive.

For those of you who don't know, I'm still alive, I promise :) I've just been dealing with RL things and crap lately, and have been working on my newly established fashion blog, which I hope to get enough posts on to qualify it to be syndicated with the feeds.

Anyway, I'm out of school for the summer now, so I do have a little bit more time on my hands, but not THAT much. I'm currently trying to find a summer job, lol.

Just wanted to let you guys know I'm not dead! If you want a lot more updates, follow my fashion blog! Also, feel free to add me as a friend on Plurk. Have an amazing Monday!!! :D
Love,
Mally <3

I'm a Happy, Happy Girl!

Today was a lot of fun. Unfortunately, since my last post, our bunnies were disabled by one of the mean guys in Sturmkorps, but luckily, he's no longer in the group and we got new bunnies, which I named Sid & Nancy. I'm hoping they don't end up with another tragic death love story like Bonnie and Clyde.

Anyway, the past couple of days (well really, week) has been filled with drama, heartache, love, anger, and just craziness. Hopefully, everything is beginning to settle down now and it can all go back to normal...I can only hope.

Darakon and I went exploring on the Butterdish sim today, which is a cute country themed place that's supposed to have a giant tornado, but I never got to see it.....which I was kinda disappointed about.

We explored a little more on another foresty-ish sim until we found a little beach. It was so quiet and serene....it was the perfect romantic moment.

Well......since it was the perfect romantic moment and all, heh......Some of you have already heard, but....

Darakon Proposed to me. 

And you know what my answer was?

"DUH!!!"

Haha. I'm such a happy, happy girl right now!!! The best part is, he's going to MAKE my ring, so I'll have a one-of-a-kind, perfect ring. I'm sure I'll love it, even if it's some two-prim crappy thing. The fact is that he made it from the heart for me, and that's all that matters.

We're going to wait a while before setting the date and stuff, because right now both of us are so busy and everything, but I'm so excited anyway!! I am now the proud fiancee of Darakon Kayvon <3

laundry day, and new bunnehs.

/me sighs....it's laundry day for me, both in RL and SL. but, as you can see from my face here...i really hate doing laundry. lol.

the pictures are kinda crappy, but this laundry set from RC is the shiz, really. it's adorable....i lurve it.
not that it really makes household chores any more fun.
because.....even crack couldn't do that.
i've realized i talk about crack a lot in this blog.
oh well.

you can find this cute little set at RC Cluster Main Store. the store is filled with cute little quirky things that i LOVE, and they also have freebies and a lucky chair, so this place is worth your visit!

ALSO, i'd like to send out a thank you to Spudgy and Sona, who both came over yesterday to help Darakon and me out. I decided i really wanted Ozimals bunnies, so.....don't judge me or anything, but, long story short, we now have two adorable little balls of fluff named Bonnie and Clyde. they are the cutest EVER!

CUTEST. BUNNEHS. EVAR!!!!!!!

bitten by the lovebug.

this is gonna be a crazy short post, because i've been busy with school and stuff this past week. just thought i'd update everyone on what's going on!

Darakon suprised me with this earlier tonight. it was the SWEETEST thing, and i love it soooo much! it's gorgeous! the necklace is from JCNY, from the love knot collection, if anyone is interested. i'd give you the slurl but i'm not allowed to look at anything else, strict rules. ;)

We had a really rough night together last night, just because of different things that i don't really feel like discussing here......we both ended up in tears by the end. it wasn't a fight, just...i'm not really sure how to explain it here right now. anyway, the night ended very well and happy <3

i've been spending most of my time in-world with him lately, in our tropical paradise in the sky, so he's pretty much all i have to write about (which isn't a bad thing!) i know, nobody wants to read all this mushy gushy boring love crap, but i feel like i just can't help but talk about him and post all the pictures. lol.

it's so funny that our paths happened to cross, all because i decided to go to the sandbox and build random stuff. i look back on it and laugh to myself, because it just seems like fate that we met. especially since there are probably 10000 sandboxes in SL. ^.^

Much Love to All,
~Mally <3

weddings and dogs and stuff.

I've been to a lot of weddings since I wrote last.

Okay, It's only two, but still. Whatever.

You guys know how I am with math.

Being all blonde and stuff. Ha.

The first was Jay & Nika's wedding, both who are good friends of Club Eros, and they are such sweethearts. Their wedding was gorgeous, and I was happy to be invited. ^.^ I 'shopped a couple pictures, and they're up on my flickr for the world and your mom to see, if you'd like.

Also, I went to Spudgy and Sona's Ceremony last night. They are planning on getting together in RL I think, but wanted to have a sweet little ceremony in SL to celebrate their togetherness. The vows were SO totally sweet, I almost cried. The sim was decorated beautifully, and everyone had a wonderful, splendiferous time!

I also had like, the biggest fangirl moment ever in SL last night when I got to meet Alicia Chenaux. I have no idea WHY I was so fan-girly and gayish, but I'm a big fan of her blog and I luffs her style. I guess it was just weird, because what are the odds of meeting her at a wedding Darakon invited me to? She was really nice, and we loled about the various badly-dressed guests and how they would make good candidates for the WTFug blog. 

I also met Ford last night, and a few other people who said they read my blog, and I was floored. I seriously thought I was writing to maybe 2 people, and that one guy who's a public follower. Really, I was flabbergasted that people actually READ my stuff. So, thank you to all of you who read my shitty thoughts, it means more to me than you know! :D (/me waves at all of her stalkers!)

Darakon and I had a great time dancing last night, too. We had went to a Jazz Club before the wedding ceremony, just to kill time, and we had a blast. I've been spending a lot of time with him lately, and he's so wonderful. I've never quite connected with a guy in SL the way I connect with him. We just kind of "get" each other with our sense of humor, and he's the sweetest guy ever. I plan on sticking around him a long time :)

We have the best little "Tiki House" in the sky on his sim, and it's where I've been spending most of my time lately. I'm enjoying decorating the house with various things and the lulz he and I have together. I feel happy now, I feel content. :) There are also pictures of us up on my flickr <3

Yesterday we also got a Zooby Husky Dog, and I love him to death!!!! Their dogs are amazingly realistic and beautiful. He's just the cutest thing ever! Darakon named him "Boss", because he's an idiot, I guess. XD

Annnd I'm not going to burden all of you with my RL stories of spending last Friday night in the hospital and so on and so forth, SOOOO.......time for me to wrap this puppy up.

Peace and Love
Mally <3

I'm not dead yet!!

Yes, that title is a Monty Python Reference.
If you don't get it, then get out from under your mom's mold-covered rock and watch it.
Because it will rock your mom's mildew-covered socks off.


Okay, so I've definitely been delaying writing...and of course it's been over a month since my last post (bad Mally....bad.) But, as promised, my blog is back up and running, and I will be slacking posting often.

Anyway...lots of shitty shit has changed since I wrote last....in fact, too much shitty shit to seriously list here. So, I won't bore you with the crappy emosadistic details, but I'll give you the rundown on a few things (because I know you just care SO MUCH):

~Hot and I are no longer together....I really don't want to blabblabblab about it here, because frankly, it would be a bitchy thing to do to blast the reason we broke up all over this blog. But, everything is okay...we're still friends. I'm okay, I promise.
~I moved into a new project run by my friend Trin, and met some really amazing people there, but now Trin is shutting that project down and starting a new one XD So, I was homeless for a while....until I moved back in with Hot (as friends still! shut up!) And then and then and then......
~I've met two new great guy frandz since last time. One is Parx, who I hold close to my heart EdgarAllenPoe and the other is Darakon, who I just call "D" because...well....I never feel like typing his whole name out. His friends call him Dara, but that just sounds like a girl name to me. Plus...I have to be different.

Anyway...I've been such a DAMN slacker these days it's not even funny anymore. I got a few new things, made lots of new friends....and...I dont want to share any of the pictures with you now hahah. It just takes so long to edit them, and I'm so busy, and it takes effort to post them, and hey the world is going to end in 2012 anyway, and hey, look a chicken!!

*sigh*


And here's a little part of my blog I like to call: NOOOOOO. (thank you Emerald for that inspiration)
No, I don't believe in all that shit that the world will end in 2012. So don't spam me with commenty comments. Because I will deletey delete them. :)
No, That last comment wasn't bitchy. I can be bitchier, I guess. (even though i'm contemplating going back and erasing that because i'm really not a mean person.)
No, I don't want to buy any girl scout cookies because those things cost a freakin fortune for like three cookies and theyre not that good anyway and now i'm just rambling
No, I can promise you the one thing i DIDNT do on my bloggity break was smoke crack.
Even though I'm acting like it now.

Promise.

Look, I'll share the pictures later, I promise. (damn i sure make a lot of those promise things) I just felt like i needed to type SOMETHING to fill in that empty space between last month and now......and people have been telling me they miss my blog.

WELL I MISS YOU GUYS, TOO!!!!

*mushy group hug*
*kisses*
*humps*

I'm going to bed.
Love Mally <3

Welcome to the World, Misty Claire!

Yesterday Afternoon (February 8), I was just fooling around the house when my water broke!!! The baby came early!! I quickly rushed and tped to New Hospital and Emergency Clinic, where I was greeted by a doctor named Misty. They quickly got me onto a bed and evaluated me. The doctor said my baby was in great distress, and that it was necessary to perform a c-section on me in order for my baby to be okay.

So, I was wheeled down to the surgery room where I was put on anasthesia, and Doctor Misty and her assistant, a med student named Claire, performed the quick C-section.

Shortly after, I had a beautiful, healthy baby girl. After I came to consciousness, she was placed into my arms. Since we hadn't decided on a name for her yet, I named her Misty Claire, after the two women who helped deliver her. :)

There are plenty more pictures on my flickr account, because I can't post them all here. So hop on over there if you'd like to see them. :) We're a happy family now :)

stuff...

this post is gonna be kinda long, so bear with me, k? :) my first day of work (last Thursday) was so amazing!! of course, i couldn't wait to get up there on that pole! haha. it's funny, but working at Club Eros has actually made me love the club even more. i'm glad to have found a "family" in sl.

By the way, new pictures are going to be posted on my Flickr soon! i wish i could post them all on here, but BlogSpot has to be retarded and give me a limit.

Anyway, the dress i'm wearing in that picture is FREE. it's on the "Fabulously Free in Sl" Blog...i'm following it, so it should be easy to find. the dress is part of a set in a hunt, and every single dress in that set is absolutely GORGEOUS. i was SO amazed by all of them!!!!

I took this picture at the "Free Photography Studio". I don't remember the exact name of the place, nor do i have a landmark (i'm such a huge help, aren't i?) but if you search in-world for "Free Photography Studio" i'm sure it will come up. :)

hmm....being preggo.......is kinda fun, but weird at the same time. i have to take my tummy off for work, and i have to return to my normal shape, so it's not like i'm getting the entire effect. i think watching myself be preggo in sl is making me tired in rl!! hahah!!!

Now that i have a job, i'm thinking about buying the rest of the accessories for my baby. however, i'm still not really making enough to cover what i want to buy.....and i'm not making enough to even cover paying rent on my own place. so i guess my job is just for having fun, stripping, and making a little spending money on the side?? haha.

anyway, i'm sorry i havent posted in a while. rl has got me busy, but somehow i still found time to be in sl a lot.....just don't have time to blog about my adventures after i have said adventures. :) XOXOXOXO

pregnant & a stripper.

CAUTION: what you are about to see is pretty freakin' racy (well, I guess it is), so if that kinda stuff offends you, DONT LOOK!! haha, just scroll down super super duper fast.
But....it's a picture of me........as a stripper.

Goodness...i just can't wait for tonight!!!
tonight is the first night that i work at Club Eros, my favorite club in SL. After i finally got the job there, Persian and i agreed that i would work on Thursday nights.

It's a little weird, but i've been waiting on tonight all week. i can't wait to finally get the chance to actually WORK at a club instead of be a guest. :)

anyway, i'm just going to give you this next bit of news straight up: my pregnancy test came back positive. and, i'm totally happy about it. of course, i take my belly off when i'm working or at clubs, or generally around other people, because how awkward would it be to see a pregnant stripper? i can't have my belly talking to everyone while im upside down on a pole.....XD

i have set the due date for our baby girl to be February 17, 2010.
i can't wait!! hot and i still need to decide on a name, and i'll let you guys know when we do. i'm so happy i'm going to be a mommy.

and thank God this isn't happening to me in rl. XD

come see me at work tonight!
the party at Club Eros is nightly from 7pm-9pm SLT.

ZOMG Zoobys! and mack truck feeling.

I just had to post this picture!! It's of me and my rl bf, Matty, dancing at the club. And yes, I'm still together with Hot.....but since my rl bf has a sl account now, I don't mind taking him out once in a while XD And, hey! look! there's Kissy to the left of us!! *Waves*!! (why am I waving to a freakin' picture?)

Also. Hot and I visited the Zooby Baby store last night.......and well, we goofed around just a little bit. a little. Riding those toy cars was probably the most hilarious thing I saw ALL day yesterday.

Hot was nice enough to lend me $5000 towards the purchase of the Zooby Baby "Casey", and ZOMG, you don't know how excited I am. Of course I'm going to pay him back later, but I have wanted one of those babies for such a long time!!!!!! So, the Baby Story is back in motion!!! :D

Anyway, I have a ton of other pictures I really need to blog about, but I really feel like crap today. My sinuses are all screwy, I'm coughing and sneezing my head off, and on top of that, I feel all feverish. Blah............OH, and did I mention it's supposed to snow here in SC tonight?!! And I have a dog that has to go on regular pee breaks?? Joy. Joy. Joy.

So, I'll probably just post the pictures I want to blog on flickr and call it a day. Because i SO don't feel like blogging about them right now....and for once, my reason is not that i'm being lazy. i just feel like i've been run over with a mack truck.

Yeah.

Most likely, if everything goes according to whatever plan i have, i'll be online tonight, so look for me. my best friend's grandma is having emergency surgery today, so i'm probably going to have to get my fat ass out of bed to go check on my bestie, but i'm sure i'll be back tonight. peace.

restless night....not much news.

well i gotta say...even though my posts have been kind of dead lately, my SL hasn't been, haha.

my rl BF just created an SL account, and i spent like 3 hours today shopping for stuff for him, haha. it was fun and all....but something tells me he's not going to get on SL that much.

and speaking of boyfriends, hot hasn't signed on at all.....i dont even know how long it's been since i last talked to him. which really sucks.......cause i kind of miss him.

but, i've been keeping myself occupied with clubbing and such. Kissy and i are becoming the best of friends...it's funny how a friendship blossomed from a comment that would have otherwise caused us to be enemies. i credit her for that, though, because if it weren't for her loving and forgiving nature...we wouldn't have been friends lol. i can assure you, i'll never talk to her the way i did again, haha.

like i said, not much is new. i was sent a job application (directly from the owner!!) of my favorite club in SL today, and i just filled it out and turned it in ;) i'm pretty excited about it....i'll update with details later. <3

but for now, i have a massive headache but can't sleep. so maybe i'll sign back in for a little while..............

l'eggo my eggo, i'm preggo!!!!

So, last night i spent the majority of my time on SL with Kissy. we talked and laughed, and even shopped together....she and i are becoming closer and closer each day. it's really weird how a friendship could spawn off of my comment to her asking to remove the cuddle rug from my house. XD

last night Kissy and i went shopping......for babies. i've been wanting to see the Zooby Baby store for a while, and when i went last night, i was semi-disappointed the store didn't have any demos, but the pictures on the wall were cute enough. besides, they had the CUTEST nursery sets and stuff.......adorable place. i went to a few other places, but none seemed to really compare to the cuteness of Zooby's babies.....

however, i really kind of want to go through the whole "pregnant" process too.....i dont want to make appointments in clinics and whatnot, but i'm just seriously curious about how the whole "preggo in sl" thing works. plus, i kind of want a baby of my own.....something to care for and entertain me. lol, like some kind of amusing pet, i guess.....it would just be nice to have a family :)

anyway, i haven't really found much that i'm happy with....shopping for pregnancy HUDS has made me even more confused about the whole process than i was before. i'm starting to get the hang of it, though....and i might have settled on something...but i'm not entirely sure yet. i'm just kinda hopeful that this family thing works out :)

and yes, i'm prepared to be judged for being "pregnant in sl", and for all that crap people will give me, and all the questions people will ask. i honestly don't care what other people think, either.....it's what i want for myself and hot, and it's not their concern.

i also find it kind of funny that i absolutely can not STAND children in real life, unless they dont scream or poop or cry...which in that case, children like that don't exist except maybe in heaven. i'm a volunteer at the animal shelter in rl, and i just love animals, dogs in particular....dogs are just more of my thing. i find it easy to train them and just be around them in general...kids? not so much. i also used to really get annoyed by the stupid talking tummies that i see everywhere, but then again, i was always kinda curious about them, too. :)

we'll see how it goes, i guess. i'm still shopping around <3

weird night...

s1_002_1, originally uploaded by Mally Swansen.

last night was kind of weird.......when hot signed on, i was clubbing at Club Eros, which is a favorite of mine. after we talked for a little while....and he just seemed...out of it. like, he wasn't the same person that i know....kissy warned me about that from day one...and now i'm starting to realize what she means.

i know from kissy that he has sort of a drinking issue, but i couldn't tell if that was the case last night or not. he was just acting really weird, not really responding to what i was saying, just giving the classic "I Love You"s over and over again. it finally got to where he wouldn't even answer me when i said stuff so i just said goodnight and signed off.

*sigh*

why on earth do men have to be so damn difficult!!!!!

by the way, i'm doing a little better since my grandpa passed away. i have the support of friends and family, and i know he's in a better place now. it's really difficult, but each day gets easier and easier....thank you to everyone who has supported me through this, i cant tell you how much you mean to me!!! :)

P.S.: in case you didn't know already, new pics are up on my flickr page :)

a really awful Christmas.

So, i've been absent for the past couple of days on SL. My grandfather has been in the hospital since this weekend, and honestly, that's where i've been staying all week. he had a severe stroke while in the hospital, and was sent to the ICU on tuesday....and they put him in hospice tuesday evening.

well, he passed away yesterday morning at about 11am, and i just haven't really felt like doing anything since.

last year at christmas, my mom was in the hospital with cancer. i spent christmas eve at home by myself last year....and i was so looking forward to an actual normal christmas this year. however, i guess that's not going to happen.

his funeral is on saturday, so i probably won't be writing until at least monday. i'm sorry for the absence, guys...i'm just really upset right now, and don't feel like much of anything. :( prayers are much appreciated.

house! house! house!

you ever have those times where you just feel really brilliant??? well, last night i had an epic moment of brilliance. i found a house on xstreet for...guess how much??

go on, guess! i'll give you 3 guesses.

$14000L?.....nope.
$2000L?.....nope.
er....$0L?.....BINGO!

the house is absolutely wonderful. and for a freebie, it's seriously not bad at all. i really wish the windows and doors had a locking system, but that can totally be fixed later. right now, i'm just so freaking excited about this place!!

i plan on showing Hot sometime tonight, if he's online. i really hope he likes it. it's not EXACTLY what i had in mind, but for a first starter house....it's not bad. (not to mention it was free) i can't wait to show him and see what he thinks. i have confidence i can spruce it up and make it into a beautiful place that we can call home.

the staircase is totally amazing...i'm pretty sure it's sculpted, but not completely 100% sure on that. i'd say the walls need a little work....i wouldn't really be happy with that color EVERYWHERE in my house.

there's one big main room downstairs, and another room with a door downstairs, which could be a kitchen, bedroom, or bathroom.

upstairs is another large open room, with another closed room attached to it, and a pretty balcony.

i'm not going to post all the pictures here, but all the pics i took last night will be available on my flickr account.

i also spent some quality time with Hot's sister, which was pretty great. she's so easy to talk to....we talked about getting married and all that sorts of stuffs. i really love her...i'm hoping to become better friends with her soon! :)

more portraits....

just for a heads-up, i've added more portraits to my flickr account.

you should go check them out. they're titled "Beach Portraits", taken at my favorite beach spot in SL, Venice Beach.

i love Venice Beach because it's so quiet & pretty. it's like a little slice of heaven at the beach.....

wonderful night....then it ends.

tonight was really grand. hot and i went dancing for a long time tonight at Phat Cat's Jazz Club, one of my favorite clubs in SL. i just love the classic romantic feeling of it. there seemed to be something magical about tonight....it was really wonderful.


until, i sent an IM to his ex, Kissy. long story short, she got me to thinking about some things. she asked me, "why take someone back, if he only came back to you because i left him?" and that was a really, really good question. i hadn't thought about it that way before. i took him back because i missed him.

kissy said basically she was tired of his deceit and lies, and she didn't know what his game was, but she was tired of being a pawn in it. i'm not sure what all of that means, but i cant really imagine Hot being that way to someone. however, it does make me think....why would she make that stuff up, if she's already married another guy????

i mean, it's not like i'm going to jump on the "i hate hotshot" wagon anytime soon, but it really did make me think. apparently, he's done something to her that's not good. the way she talked about him was just...kind of hateful, to be honest. she said he'd kept bothering her up until last week, which is when we got back together. she even offered to send me all the emails and stuff he sent to her. i didnt take that offer.

kissy told me, "i hope you can have all his babies that he wants, because i sure didnt want to be pregnant." she said he told her he never wanted to have kids with any other woman, in rl or sl. i told her there was a no-kids policy between us, but she wasn't buying it. this baby thing was a smack in the face.

i honestly don't know who's telling the truth here, but i'm going to find out. it's weird because this has happened to me in RL once, too. i'm just kind of confused....

she seems okay, but i'm still wary of her advice. and of course i don't trust hot completely yet.....so i'm pretty much lost in what to do. i guess i'll just sleep on it, and think about things later.

i also got a wonderful pair of new shoes from Shiny Things, and a GORGEOUS pair of new eyes tonight, but honestly, i'm too confused/sad/sleepy to really write about them right now. so, i'll blog them later, i promise.

right now i just need to figure out who's lying to me on this issue. is he really that much of a liar, or is she making all this stuff up??

goodnight, everyone.

portraits & pictures.

so, how about now i have a new flickr photostream, made just for my SL account! of course, i had to go and create a new yahoo account and everything, but this stream will be sooo much easier now. especially for keeping my RL and SL photos seperate. :) I think you should go check it out!

I went out today and took some new "wintry-themed", "holiday"-ish portraits, and i'm pretty happy with the way they turned out. i hope to do some more of them really soon, and since it's the kinda thing i do in real life, it's so easy for me. the portraits are all posted on my flickr stream.

I also splurged on some brand new boots today!! i saw them on the Shiny Things blog, and after trying on the demo at their shop, i just had to splurge on them. the detail is amazing in the boots!! i'm absolutely in LOVE with them, myself. in fact, all of the shoes at Shiny Things are simply fantastic, so i'd recommend going over there to see what you can find!!

i'm wearing the "Comfy Boot" in Charcoal. :)



In other news, I was kinda pissy these past couple of days, because i was exploring around the yacht when i noticed this random rug i'd never seen before. i clicked on it, and it's owned by none other than kissy lamplight. (*barfs) my jaw dropped a little when i saw it. it's a lovey-dovey, cuddle rug that's hers...and it's set up on the yacht, still. it really kind of makes me angry.

not to be a bitch, but i'm seriously considering sending her a message that says, "hey, redheaded slut, come get your freaking cuddle rug out of my house! kthanxbai" grrrrrr............

anyways, not much is new, except i have started working on furniture again. i didn't really get very far, at least not far enough to brag about or post on here. so...this is just going to be another lame, boring post. XD later. <3

partnership! & TGIF.

Tonight was just really wonderful :) Hot and I are finally partnered, and to celebrate we went dancing at one of our favorite places. It's at the dance club we first met at. I'm so happy things are back to normal now. And I'm glad that I make him happy, too. I can't wait to see what our SL future holds for us.

Anyway, I've started a new blog on this account. It's going to be for those of you who have always wondered where I get my cool free stuff at. Like my mama says, "You gotta shop around." Haha. I tried to take a couple of photos tonight, just to get started on my reviews of stuff, but nothing seems to be working so I'm taking that as a hint to go on to bed. I plan to do a section where I'll start accepting Review Copies as well. I really want to get my blog out there, so more people can read it.

Also, as you can see, I'm working on a new logo. It's not quite done yet, so nevermind the crazy small image that's up there now. I'm trying to combine the stuff on photoshop, and it's not letting me set my dimensions the way I want, so I'm having to work around it. But, that's okay. The new logo will just take a little longer to finish than expected.

And, Today is FRIDAY!! (TGIF) and I'm excited. I'm probably going bowling with my rl sweetheart and some friends, so my posts might be delayed for a couple of days (or at least until Sunday). I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend!!!!!

back to normal.

my second life is beginning to come back together, and getting more normal by the minute.

yesterday, while I was waiting for Hot to get online, i decided to explore a little bit :) i explored a few different winter places, but all of them were super-laggy...and i got annoyed pretty quickly. however, i did get a couple of really cute pictures in my new christmas outfit (that i got for free!).

i'm thinking about starting a new section about the free stuff i find. i've become pretty good at finding some amazing deals (not to brag or anything. lol) and i figured, i might want to share some of them with people. hmm....i'm still deciding on it.

Last night was SUPER wonderful. after Hot signed on, we met up...and everything just kind of fell into place. I've pretty much forgiven him for the past. and yeah, i know what i wrote in all of those posts about it....but i was just angry, upset, and confused.

and like i said before, i don't really blame him for thinking i wasn't coming back. after all, the only thing he had to go on was my word. i guess now he knows that i stick to my promises. :)

anyway, we're going to be partners now, and everything is going to be back to the way it was. i'm so excited about having him back....it just feels wonderful to have such a great guy like him by my side in SL. he's going to make some girl REALLY happy in RL one day.