tonight was really grand. hot and i went dancing for a long time tonight at Phat Cat's Jazz Club, one of my favorite clubs in SL. i just love the classic romantic feeling of it. there seemed to be something magical about tonight....it was really wonderful.until, i sent an IM to his ex, Kissy. long story short, she got me to thinking about some things. she asked me, "why take someone back, if he only came back to you because i left him?" and that was a really, really good question. i hadn't thought about it that way before. i took him back because i missed him.
kissy said basically she was tired of his deceit and lies, and she didn't know what his game was, but she was tired of being a pawn in it. i'm not sure what all of that means, but i cant really imagine Hot being that way to someone. however, it does make me think....why would she make that stuff up, if she's already married another guy????
i mean, it's not like i'm going to jump on the "i hate hotshot" wagon anytime soon, but it really did make me think. apparently, he's done something to her that's not good. the way she talked about him was just...kind of hateful, to be honest. she said he'd kept bothering her up until last week, which is when we got back together. she even offered to send me all the emails and stuff he sent to her. i didnt take that offer.
kissy told me, "i hope you can have all his babies that he wants, because i sure didnt want to be pregnant." she said he told her he never wanted to have kids with any other woman, in rl or sl. i told her there was a no-kids policy between us, but she wasn't buying it. this baby thing was a smack in the face.
i honestly don't know who's telling the truth here, but i'm going to find out. it's weird because this has happened to me in RL once, too. i'm just kind of confused....
she seems okay, but i'm still wary of her advice. and of course i don't trust hot completely yet.....so i'm pretty much lost in what to do. i guess i'll just sleep on it, and think about things later.
i also got a wonderful pair of new shoes from Shiny Things, and a GORGEOUS pair of new eyes tonight, but honestly, i'm too confused/sad/sleepy to really write about them right now. so, i'll blog them later, i promise.
right now i just need to figure out who's lying to me on this issue. is he really that much of a liar, or is she making all this stuff up??
goodnight, everyone.
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